Nadia
I think I’m bothered by this because I’m frustrated. I really wanted something to happen with this guy and I wanted him to approach me but it’s been months and nothing has happened. That’s why I said that I’m bothered by the fact that guys don’t approach me.
What I meant specifically was that guys who I’m interested in also don’t approach me which makes me unhappy. I feel like there’s something wrong with me cause the only few times I’ve wanted to actually date someone it has never worked out. So I’m feeling even more frustrated and dejected.
I’m scared to like someone now because I develop strong feelings quickly and when it doesn’t work out I find it hard to let go and move on, considering that I rarely get interested in someone it’s even worse. I mean I’ve noticed how quickly my friends shift their interest from one guy or girl to another and I’m amazed by how they do that. I’m just not capable of doing it.
I actually miss seeing him a lot during this college break and I don’t know why I mean it’s just been 2 weeks. During our winter vacation I didn’t see him for months but I didn’t miss him like this, I just thought about him a couple of times and I was totally fine. Now I actually feel sad most of the times and I just can’t wait to see him again.
Am I just feeling this way because of this quarantine thing that we’re supposed to be practicing these days? Then there’s also uncertainty about when our college would reopen. It’s definitely closed till mid-April.