Nadia
Yeah his behaviour is certainly erratic with me. He must be knowing it himself now that we can’t be just friends, he even keeps an eye on me when I’m talking to other guys and he seems worried and upset at that time. I don’t know how he would deal with me showing interest in someone else then.
Do you think he could be missing me the same way that I’m missing him right now? And how do I stop thinking about him like this all the time when I don’t have much to do to keep me occupied these days? I just feel so depressed.
What you said about making these guys earn my feelings is totally right. I just don’t know how I should implement it because it would be difficult. I’ll try to keep these things in mind though.